BONES FOREVER

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Thursday, July 4, 2013

Due to anxiety, I can't really focus on writing today.
But happy 4th!

Posted by BONES FOREVER at 5:21 AM

BONES FOREVER: This blog is about food, eating disorders, anxiety, anorexia, borderline, climbing, bouldering and not least friendship. I’m 24 and been going through a lot. I’ve been sick with eating disorder, anorexia and orthorexia for a long time. It started when I was around 10 after some trauma, only by exercise at that time, as I became a teenager it got worse. And now at 24 I’m on long term sick leave and going through a comprehensive psychological evaluation/ mental examination. There might be part of this blog I’m not very proud of, but it’s a part of my therapy to go back and read, so that I can see my ups and downs, triggers and progress. I don't know for sure if I want to get rid of my eating disorders and damaged anorexia brain, but I do want to be able to control my life, not being controlled. Anorexia has caused me to do many stupid, strange, illegal and unhealthy things. All I want is to live a life and not wasting more time on a war I’ll never win. I have good people around me, who support me in all weathers.

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