G'day mates!
I've been at the hospital today, to get help for my kidney infection. Wen't well, S was with me, he called in sick.
I fell asleep in his lap in the waiting room, and the nurse woke me up.
I left a blod- and urine-samples, got a ten days cure of antibiotic... and got a finger up my but (!). Why, because I have so much pain in my anal when I'm doing my needs. It' has come from all the laxatives I've been taking through the years with anorexia, and my gluten-allergy. Sometimes there' blood in my number two substance and on the toilet paper.
So on Monday I'll have myself my first rectoscopy as an adult, had it one time when I was a kid... in the beginning of my e.d. When we got home, we had a shower together, me and my boyfriend "S". We always shower together, (qualitytime aye!)
Anyhow, I went straight to bed, fell asleep while we watched "brothers" [Tobey Maguire, Jake Gyllenhaal, Natalie Portman, Bailee Madison] quite already-made-kind war-"hero" story, but great acting. Especially Bailee Madison, and not just in this movie, ever seen "just go with it"? the little brunette girl? Well that's little Mrs Madison.
Then I gave birth to the antichrist, well that's what it felt like. My left kidney and my bladder, my whole urine/bladder-system induced a horrible pain that woke me up. Holy fudge!! I cried and screamed out loud in pain, S took care of me and then his mom came over with some aspirin-thingy-thing. after she consulted with a friend (a nurse). Now I'm drinking tea and S is gaming Fallout: new vegas.
And I've had myself some calm down pills, so that maybe, just maybe, I can sleep trough the night without waking up in pain. And if I'm not better tomorrow, I'm told very distinct to go the hospital again and get more help.
Hope you readers are all good? Goodnight lovebirds
Showing posts with label medication. Show all posts
Showing posts with label medication. Show all posts
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Saturday, June 25, 2011
I crashed at bash
Hey peepz!
theese last two days has been busy. Yesterday I was at my cousins place, she was throwing a party. So much people came, it was so much fun.
But, so much focus on food that I had to take a calming pill to not make a circus. And that resulted in me going to bed at 1 p.m. There was about 50 persons running around outside the door (her house is hughe) but I had a 1.20m -bed for myself and the pill made be crash even if it was bash outside.
Woke up at 10 a.m. started to clean the house and garden. Drove home to my place, changed clothes and headed of to work. And.... now I'm home.
Yesterday I had loads of strawberries (like 2L) and I had lettuce and potato-pie about 150g, max. (potato, ginger, dill, chives, tomato, cucumber. pressed together and grilled in the oven). And, well so much food... as I said 'I had to take a calming pill to not make a circus'. And You do the math, because I won't.
Today, I've had;
In:
Porrige 65
Lettuce 40
Coffee 0
=105 kcal
Out:
Autoburn: 1500
Exercice/ work: 1474
=2974 kcal
Total: -2869 kcal
theese last two days has been busy. Yesterday I was at my cousins place, she was throwing a party. So much people came, it was so much fun.
But, so much focus on food that I had to take a calming pill to not make a circus. And that resulted in me going to bed at 1 p.m. There was about 50 persons running around outside the door (her house is hughe) but I had a 1.20m -bed for myself and the pill made be crash even if it was bash outside.
Woke up at 10 a.m. started to clean the house and garden. Drove home to my place, changed clothes and headed of to work. And.... now I'm home.
Yesterday I had loads of strawberries (like 2L) and I had lettuce and potato-pie about 150g, max. (potato, ginger, dill, chives, tomato, cucumber. pressed together and grilled in the oven). And, well so much food... as I said 'I had to take a calming pill to not make a circus'. And You do the math, because I won't.
Today, I've had;
In:
Porrige 65
Lettuce 40
Coffee 0
=105 kcal
Out:
Autoburn: 1500
Exercice/ work: 1474
=2974 kcal
Total: -2869 kcal
Thursday, June 23, 2011
No depression but very much anorexia
Oki doki, what's cooking, nothing aye?
Been out all day, more work later at 5 p.m. Haven't felt any sickness today more then some gags when I eat or drink...
So todays food, I had 1 small green apple at 12 a.m. and a small tomato right now. But I'm calculating and it's better to count in big numbers (/100g) even if I eat less than 100g.
-I read that if you eat less than 1200 kcal/ day you lower your metabolism with 45% (?)
Apple/52 kcal and tomato/20 kcal
Total in: 72 kcal
Been out all day, more work later at 5 p.m. Haven't felt any sickness today more then some gags when I eat or drink...
So todays food, I had 1 small green apple at 12 a.m. and a small tomato right now. But I'm calculating and it's better to count in big numbers (/100g) even if I eat less than 100g.
-I read that if you eat less than 1200 kcal/ day you lower your metabolism with 45% (?)
Apple/52 kcal and tomato/20 kcal
Total in: 72 kcal
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Knock out
After those hysterical days I was so so tired, as I wrote yesterday.
But who in the world could have imagine that I would sleep for 16h (!) I never sleep. But I don't mind. I feel sick, woke up this night and I was 1 minute away from vomiting, but I didn't.
I guess, if you need medicine they hit you on the right spot? But then gets weaker and weaker/ less effect?
Well, I need help to get a balanced life. You know, there's no strength left to battle my illnesses.
So this Is my first 24h day with new medicine (yesterday ½day) Let's see how it works, can't really tell any different so far... nope. Seems to be like normal but with backpain from the bed hours.
I would be glad if you who read my blog, now in those coming weeks will tell me if you notice any different in my writing and ye, less unhappy-ish.
But who in the world could have imagine that I would sleep for 16h (!) I never sleep. But I don't mind. I feel sick, woke up this night and I was 1 minute away from vomiting, but I didn't.
I guess, if you need medicine they hit you on the right spot? But then gets weaker and weaker/ less effect?
Well, I need help to get a balanced life. You know, there's no strength left to battle my illnesses.
So this Is my first 24h day with new medicine (yesterday ½day) Let's see how it works, can't really tell any different so far... nope. Seems to be like normal but with backpain from the bed hours.
I would be glad if you who read my blog, now in those coming weeks will tell me if you notice any different in my writing and ye, less unhappy-ish.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Ok, I'm home again
Hi there strangers
It's been a few hectic and heavy days. I've been in and out at hospitals and now I have a new medicine and more calming pills. My dad is my hero, he stod/ stand by my side always.
I'm also about to change clinic now, from one district to another. We've moved so, it's for the best... I hope.
Anyhow I had more Atarax 25 mg 2pills/3 times a day and This new one Sertralin Bluefish 50 mg 1pill /day. And later on twe will see if I maybe will change to topimax or/ and voxra. I had a tips about those and I told my doctor about them and they said that they will overlook it and talk about it but right now let's have this one.
I'm so tired and have no strength left. Might be time for coffee, maybe...
It's been a few hectic and heavy days. I've been in and out at hospitals and now I have a new medicine and more calming pills. My dad is my hero, he stod/ stand by my side always.
I'm also about to change clinic now, from one district to another. We've moved so, it's for the best... I hope.
Anyhow I had more Atarax 25 mg 2pills/3 times a day and This new one Sertralin Bluefish 50 mg 1pill /day. And later on twe will see if I maybe will change to topimax or/ and voxra. I had a tips about those and I told my doctor about them and they said that they will overlook it and talk about it but right now let's have this one.
I'm so tired and have no strength left. Might be time for coffee, maybe...
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