Showing posts with label medicine/ medication. Show all posts
Showing posts with label medicine/ medication. Show all posts

Saturday, July 9, 2011

stupid medicine- adios short time memory

Hey!
Ok, first of all you should read the previous post (beneath this one).
And now when you’ve done that, we can move on. I’ve been running around like crazy at work, and pw to and from work.
My day started in a softish mood, I went to the beach and read a new (for me) book, about female scientists during the before Christ and all the way to the 17th century. Very interesting. Because those fantastic females didn’t get what they deserve. But their husband, male friend, fathers or their own alias which often was a male name.  So by that I would like to say; You oldies from the antique Greece and Newton, Einstein and many many more… you wouldn’t be what you’ve become if your female helpers and female philosophers hadn’t been there for you, and you knew it then, and I know it now.
Then I was of for work, urgh! Bad bad day, my short time memory is  g o n e ! Keep on forgetting small but very important things.
Anyhow, I’m sad and anxiety is all over my chest… but I can’t let it out because of those stupid emotion-blocking pills.

Bye bye

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Anorexia Check-list

My anorexia check-list

•    Headaches - check!
•    Dizziness - check!
•    Dehydration - check!
•    Muscle weakness - check!
•    Potassium deficiency - check!
•    Electrolyte imbalance - maybe (?), my heart "stoped" once and a friend started it again (hitted my chest), as I was asleep.
•    Kidney damage - check!
•    Cardiac arrhythmia - check!
•    Heart palpitations - check!
•    Fluid retention - check!
•    Nausea - check!
•    Electrolyte imbalances that can lead to irregular heartbeat - check!
•    Edema -check!
•    Vitamin and mineral deficiencies - check!
•    Gastrointestinal problems - check!
•    Chronic irregular bowel movements and constipation - check!
•    Inflammation and possible rupture of the esophagus - Don't think so, but I do have a ulcer.
•    Tears in the lining of the stomach - I have no idea, didn't even know it existed.
•    Chronic kidney problems/failure - check!
•    Tooth decay - Nope! My dentist says "imagine if everyone had teeth like you" I answer "...then you wouldn't have a job?"
•    Death - Alive but not living... You can't call what's 'check!:ed'  above 'living'?