I was about
to go on a boat ride, a walk and go to a restaurant with Mom, dad and S today.
But since yesterday when we decided this I’ve had anxiety and stress symptoms.
And I’m afraid of going and push myself too hard and get anx-attacs. So this
morning I and S had to cancel our participation.
Probably
for the better, I need “a day of” to just catch my breath and rest.
Even though
I’m on 100% indefinite sick leave (from working, looking for jobs and demands
on me from the community/state/government/institutions, except psychiatry) I’m
still getting exhausted and stressed out to a psychological collapse by almost
nothing. It’s a disability I have, unfortunately.
I now have financial
support for social welfare, a financial safety net. That's a relief.
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