I'm like Rome

Hi there.
How are you doing out there?
I'm sick, I got this hughe cold and headache. Plus... like a cherry on a cake my ulcer burst last day.
Gastric ulcers or in any case gastritis is a quite common phenomena for anorexics, bulimics and others with eating disorders. I've had mine for many years, hurts as hell if it burst. So S called the ambulance and we spent more or less the whole day at the ER.
And since then I have sleep and sleept and... you get my point.

About my theraphy and such. My medicines are working, I have to admit. I take two different medicines a day agains deppression, Fluoxetine  and Mirtazapin. And I also take Betolvex (concenrated B12 vitamins) because I'm vegan and I need B12 otherwise my depression get wors along with my skin, hair, nails and most important my inside and blood. I'm still just seeing two persons, a psychologist and a chief physician. Ones or twice a week I go there. I'm now approved sick leave on paper, a month at the time, but on an indefinite period, so now all the authorities are off my back! Finally!

I live on a small amount of money. but I dont need much, and S have a small amount of income too. So we're almost fine.

My struggles at the moment is to gather up some courage to eat. And to go out and meet people. We live five people and one dog here. We are all friends. And more then often we have a house full of friends of us who lives here too.

This past month has been up and down. But I keep on having hope for the future and I will not fight this war. It's no stress and it has to take the time it takes to get well...  "Rome was not built in one day"