Such inspiration! I'll now spoil from which country I'm from through posting this link, but that's okay... and if you don't understand the language, copy/paste it into Google translate. http://efterarbetet.etc.se/kronika/invandrartourettes
I write allot, this blog is just a mote of dust in space out of everything I write.
My boyfriends, let's call him S, mother suffered from anorexia and e.d's like me and a while ago she asked S if I still have problems, because every time we eat outside home, it's only coffee and fruits on the menu.
Well I eat, I do. I've gained weight, I have... I'm happier, I am. Am I still sick of this disease? Yes, no doubt!
But with my allergies and such it's not easy to eat anything else than fruits while eating out.
At x-mas I tried to do push ups... without success. Couldn't even push myself up once. So I made one of my brothers a promise, in mid February I'll be able to to at least(!) 10 push ups. And yesterday folks, I did five! My stomach is strong, I can do 1 000 000 sit ups with out any probs, but push ups... Ow my lard! Hells no... aint my strongest feature... yet!
S is right next to me, always. Barely away from each other at all. Today at breakfast, we told each other that.. to have kids, and give up the life we're living no wouldn't be a sacrifice, it would be an investment in life.
But it's not like we will do it, right now anyway. But it feels good to actually feel safe and confident about our future, whatever happens in our relation. It feels good to finally have met my true soulmate.
I've only had coffee today, so far. And I'm very cold today, I had potatoes for dinner last night. I LOVE POTATOES! keeps you full and you don't need very much.
For now I'll have to say goodbye... maybe post something later today. I'm frankly speaking so, so glad that I have as much readers, from every corner on our planet who appreciate my blog. And thanks for all the emails you've sent me. It keeps me motivated to keep thing blog runnin'.
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