Hey.
It been some days I tell you...
Started out with friend calling ans telling they'll come visit, so much fun! Ended up with
a day and night marathon with various substances and soup. Couldn't eat more than a small bowl of onion and potato-soup. And was starving and was up for about 36 hours. Then I had myself a pear (½), tasted soap so that's why I just had a half pear.
The day after, we took out friends on a guided tour through the city we live in. Went to the harbor, the rocks and museum ( but the museum was closed, sadly). And out in the nature, we were out all day just wandering around. The we went home, I was still not psyched on food. But we had root vegetables, garlic, onion, squash and forest mushrooms well breaded in the oven. It was good, it was. And I didn't overate or had to less. I mean I really needed some energy after those last two days.
And like a jewel in the crown, I've got myself a devilish kidney infection and and urinary tract infection, witch sucks BIG time! Hurts as hell and my left kidney in double sized, compared to normal size. But I really don't want to go to the doctor, I'm afraid to fall back in to "it" if I go there, and I don't have the money for it or strength nor time!! Excuses, i know... but it's the way it is.
My boyfriend is at school, welding training. But will be home soon, I it makes me happy because every minute without him is one painful, lonely eternity.
I went through my papers earlier, I found three different copies of model-contracts I have signed, one of them with elite model management, it took me back down memory lane. But I'm very glad I'm not in that business anymore. I got a call yesterday from Sara, a modelfriend. She told me she now have been approved to go to NYC, for two months. witch is wonderful news to hear from her. I really really appreciate Sara both as a friend an model, we met 2008 at a FORD models-competition (supermodel of the world) we were kids with big dreams!
Well, now everyone woke up overhere, we're 5 people sleeping in a 1room flat. Nice.
Bye bye, write to you later.
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