Hospital(ity)

G'day mates!
I've been at the hospital today, to get help for my kidney infection. Wen't well, S was with me, he called in sick.
I fell asleep in his lap in the waiting room, and the nurse woke me up.
I left a blod- and urine-samples, got a ten days cure of antibiotic... and got a finger up my but (!). Why, because I have so much pain in my anal when I'm doing my needs. It' has come from all the laxatives I've been taking through the years with anorexia, and my gluten-allergy. Sometimes there' blood in my number two substance and on the toilet paper.
So on Monday I'll have myself my first rectoscopy as an adult, had it one time when I was a kid... in the beginning of my e.d. When we got home, we had a shower together, me and my boyfriend "S". We always shower together, (qualitytime aye!)

Anyhow, I went straight to bed, fell asleep while we watched "brothers" [Tobey Maguire, Jake Gyllenhaal, Natalie Portman, Bailee Madison] quite already-made-kind war-"hero" story, but great acting. Especially Bailee Madison, and not just in this movie, ever seen "just go with it"? the little brunette girl? Well that's little Mrs Madison. 


Then I gave birth to the antichrist, well that's what it felt like. My left kidney and my bladder, my whole urine/bladder-system induced a horrible pain that woke me up. Holy fudge!! I cried and screamed out loud in pain, S took care of me and then his mom came over with some aspirin-thingy-thing. after she consulted with a friend (a nurse). Now I'm drinking tea and S is gaming Fallout: new vegas.
And I've had myself some calm down pills, so that maybe, just maybe, I can sleep trough the night without waking up in pain. And if I'm not better tomorrow, I'm told very distinct to go the hospital again and get more help.

Hope you readers are all good? Goodnight lovebirds