Gym membership

Today I bought membership at the gym, 12 months.
I'm starting on Thuesday. May it become a turning point, a new road, and let me choose the right way this time. So I can feel fine again.

It was expensive, but it was worth it. And my mom and her friend are on my side, saying it is probably for the best. Because if I look at my own statistics of minfullness, I'm the closest to a 'not very much anxiety but stil some'-state of mind, when I do workout.

I'm now at mom's friends place, in the middle of the city. Tomorrow I'll go to the pharmacy. I will shop til I drop. Medz and laxatives, runned out of them last night... Whick was a reason to my mood, my routines must not be moved or in any way changed.


Better up tomorrow, sorry for bad posting.

Love.