The dinner

14/11- 2010

Okey, so what happend yesterday night, the evening I looked at as domes"night"day? The guest showed up around 5 p.m, and everything went better then what I ever could have expected. I had soup for dinner and for dessert soygurt blueberry (vegan yogurt) with walnuts and banana. It was delicious, but it was very very hard to eat.

The amount of food I ate was a half-bowl soup and half of the dessert. Yesterday I vomited up (is mia back?) the dessert, it was just too much to handle. So we can skip the dessert for the food-list, it was just in my body for a short time.

As far today, I just had 2 cups of tea, and I will not eat anything today, just drink water and tea.

I walked granny home last night, she’s in a wheelchair so it was a small workout, and mom came along. So I don’t feel very bad about the food I ate yesterday but still my mind and Ana thinks that I would have been better off without it. Today I woke up stuffed, horrible. My stomach (the ventricle) is so small by this point and can’t hold very much, hardly any food at all. So today’s starving session will be a piece of (no) cake.   

Some extra. Today it’s father’s day, congratulations daddy. I give you a starving daughter, it’s not your fault, you’re the best daddy in the world. And with the words of Marilyn Monroe, I’ll give you my best, sweetest and most gracious congratulations, “My heart belongs to daddy… That little old man, he just treats it so good”.

Food: (no food at all today) yesterday at the family party: ½ bowl of soup (1 / 3 red pepper, 3 cloves garlic, 1 tablespoon fresh parsley, 1 vegetable bouillon cube. Everything in ½ liter of water. I ate half of the vegetables and maybe two or three spoonfuls of broth). I ate a ½ of the dessert (1 deciliter soygurt blueberry, 5pcs walnut halves, ½ banana. But I threw it up a few minutes later.)

Mood: Surprised that I vomited. I feel swollen and sad, no good day at all today